when you already have the doubts about the long-term potential of a relationship...the compatibility of being together forever... do you listen and run or do you wait around while you get more emotionally invested to see if your doubts are valid?
i started to feel that he wasn't present in the relationship...perhaps not really putting himself into this as much as i would want him (or myself) to be a few months into it...it hits me in an instance and i snap. why is he dating me? why am i dating him?
and then it comes...i look in the mirror and all my doubts are staring back at me. confirmed.
and then it was over...so abruptly...like a sudden downpour when the sky opens up to scream down on those below for but a short instance....the slightest glimpse of doubt enough to have ended any possibility of real love...over before it ever really had its chance
the clouds break, the sun shines through,...and suddenly, i see that the sky is blue.
resilient...vulnerable...but tired.
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