7.28.2009

lost it before i got it

after several attempts to schedule a first date through all the busy schedules, trips, papers, meetings, geographical distance,..here we are 1 month later and it feels dead before it started.

my interest that once started proactively and positively is now definitely at zero, bordering on negative....but after all this effort, i feel like we have to meet!

and the anticipation of just having this over with will inevitably curse this experience to being awful. no doubt. nothing can hold up to 1 month of build up..and now deflated expectations.

POOF.

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