umm.....what was that?!!

so he tells me that he scored me a ticket last minute to this really exclusive dance, performing arts, music, unbelievable event that he just KNOWS i would really love...he tells me he is excited to take me with him...the event happens once a year, not to be missed....

SOOOO, i cancel my previous plans to go last minute to what i think will be this incredibly inspiring arts event, classy, great music, where i would meet other people interested in the arts..

THEN, i get there and
1) get read my 'rights' about the loving, peaceful, no alochol, all night dance environment, 'being open to people's exploration of spirit in all forms',...guess i should have left then
2) sign an agreement to maintain the peace and love of the place
3) everyone is dressed like halloween meets rave meets freak show
4) inside, it's a crazy freakish rave, beds everywhere, costume, hippy fest meets hard core drug underground scene with just lots of weird lights to make you feel crazy.
5) at midnight, we gathered around for the 'opening ceremony' of raindance and closed our eyes and made weird rain sounds with our voices, bodies......

ummmm...... to make it worse, the "great guy" who i came with leaves me about an hour after being there to go find his friend and then never to hear from him again. he leaves without me without telling me or saying bye. i text him to see where he is, no response, text to tell him im leaving, no response.

i was left at a rave...on a bad date.

WHAT A DISASTER!