every minute killed a little part of me...

i just came back from a one hour coffee date with this guy who went from really cool (before meeting), to cute (upon seeing for first time), to horribly UNattractive (upon talking to him!!) , to ultimately REPULSIVE! he literally talked about himself NONSTOP...on and on about his field of study/work/music/party life/bodily dysfuctions...ALL in a ONE-way conversation, leaving room for small commentary on my part but NO real conversation. he just wanted to hear himself rant...i want to shoot myself in the head, but i cordially nod my head as this man speaks....

i am so embarrassed cuz the table of people sitting near me (literally 1 foot from our table) can hear his every sad word and are probably thinking, who does this guy think he is? will he shut up? this girl is probably bored out of her mind? or what is wrong with this girl to have agreed to go on a date with such a loser?! i am thinking the same thing...

did i mention that he left his iPhone on the table....picked it up for an important "business call" about a party tonite!....and texting throughout.....

i would rather have clipped my toenails or scrubbed the toilet!!!!