the somewhat insulting interest

You're so far out from the normal people who show up on my match list that I just have to say hi to see what's up. Sometimes people who's lifestyle seems strange to me are awesome and have a lot to teach me. Sometimes it's just a fluke.

[....] I really don't even know what sort of questions to ask to try to get a grasp on your mindset. Maybe you can give me some suggestions.

wrong name

piece of advice for all men....when in mid make out session with an ex....remember NOT to say the name of one of her long-time really good friends.

just not advisable.

antagonism is attractive...?

i met a guy online who lived in LA. i dont normally see the point in starting something long distance having never even met before, but we seemed to have a great connection over the phone.....SO, we meet.

within 5 minutes, it was incredibly antagonistic & he was just irritating the shit out of me. i kept disagreeing for sake of disagreeing and argued with him about most dumb, obnoxious things he was saying. i thought it was obvious how horrible the date was going, as i progressively got bitchier and bitchier. somehow various first date topic no-no's were raised, discussed, and debated, from birth control & abortion, first time, past girlfriends, sex with past girlfriends, superficiality around looks, etc.

i, of course, leave thinking...wow, that was bad. i was annoying. who would EVER like someone that bitchy? i so obviously made it clear i much i did not like him either. no confusion here.

WRONG. he was still VERY interested...actually, MORE interested.

Since when has bitchiness and antagonism turned attractive?!

one-way IM conversation

youngblackmale: you are here for what if you cant reply

youngblackmale: take it positive

youngblackmale: optimistic :P

youngblackmale: say sometihing so i cud move on

youngblackmale: whsta ur good name ?

youngblackmale: nice Legs :P

youngblackmale: whats wrong with you ??

youngblackmale: Are you DEAF ?

youngblackmale: interested or not ??

youngblackmale: you are boring bye

after no response, he came back strong with his last message to me....

youngblackmale: have ever kissed Dick ?

marriage proposal

Hi Rajni,e

I really like you. I want to marry you. I dont know how would you react to this, but i dnt want to waste even a single second.I checked ur profile and I feel that you are the kind of person i want to spend rest of my life with.. I am waiting for ur answer.

Hope to hear from you soon.

Regards,

XXXX

retiring

im too tired.

creepy shadows from the past.

so suicidal guy i dated 10 months ago or so starts chatting me up on FB...starts off with small talk..and quickly launches into the fact that he could never casually date cuz he feels like an asshole if it is not building somewhere.

and then he tells me that is why he had to stop seeing me....as if i really suffered from our ending. i quickly respond, yeah, it was obvious we were not right for each other and i agree, there was no potential there.

i am ok at this point until he launches into the fact that he wishes with me that he would have been able to just think with his body and not his head. aka - be able to have just used me, even though he had no real interest in a relationship. um....people do not TELL people that they wish they could have just used them...especially 10 months after having dated them.... in an online chat! that is NOT deemed cool in my book.

i should have picked up on the 3 or 4 random inserted comments he kept making about my looks....but i had no idea he was basically getting all hot and bothered on the other side of his laptop...

i immediately sign off. CREEPY.